I'm not focused, I'm out of it... all the time. I couldn't even tell you what I did today. I know i went to work. I know the computer acted funny for a few minutes. I know I watched the graduation episodes of Buffy and the new one of House. Thats about all I can remember. My abs are sore... It took almost an hour before I remembered that I had dance yesterday. I don't know who was in class and who wasn't and I'm pretty sure I forgot to turn in attendence again. I was doing so much better with the teaching thing. I was doing really well. Next week is thanksgiving, not looking forward to it. Baby's birthday is coming up. I don't have any money, that sucks. Do I invite the child of my now estranged best friend, who took the path of so many others and left me when i needed her the most? I should be doing something important. I just don't know what it is. I need some Jack, Jack makes it all better. One of the things HE has no hand in. This is all me and Chris.