I feel like I’m stuck in the future. Like my mind is 10, 20, maybe even 30 years ahead of my body and I can’t relax until my body catches up. So I’m stuck in the future, forced to worry about every second I haven’t even lived yet. What if I never catch up to my dreams and I’m stuck in this limbo for the rest of my life. Its to depressing to think about, I need to focus on something else.